VSD: 5. Buried

The words made me the brave, I didn’t speak about you
The heart made me strong, it’s saved me
I didn’t mind you, I’ve never known that
The memory made me smile, but
I’ve been not fortunate enough to live with you
In such case , what am I waiting for?
I know it’s my past, I can’t back never again

I’m looking for myself again and again
I don’t wanna care
I have believed I was believing me
It’s my share
I forgot my dream, my wish and my destiny
I don’t want it ever more
Day by day

You don’t know me, it makes sense
Can’t you see? It’s my old memories, you don’t care about me
I don’t see me, never again
Can’t you feel? I never leave it
Was I  sane?

Can’t you see that It’s me
I didn’t think about me
Conscience is not from truth
Its obituary notice from the line

I’m looking for myself again and again
I don’t wanna care
I have believed I was believing me
It’s my share
I forgot my dream, my wish and my destiny
I don’t want it ever more
Day by day

Can’t you see? Its failure of mine for now on forever
Can’t you feel? It has been pain of mine ever more
I can see I will lie
But I lose that, no more
I can feel I will die
But I can’t remove it anymore
Can’t you see?
We will die

Can’t you see that It’s me
Conscience is not from truth
I can’t feel me
The words made me the brave
The heart made me strong, it’s saved me
I can’t see

I can’t feel me, can’t believe me
can’t save me, can’t follow me

Show me the truth right now
I haven’t already felt that about me
I can see only now
I can’t feel that never again

I can’t see, can’t believe me
I’v already die
Cause I can’t feel that never again